More Cravings… I’m Not Pregnant, Right??? (Day 70 – 1.9.2015)

More Cravings… I’m Not Pregnant, Right??? (Day 70 – 1.9.2015)


Do you ever just get a craving for a specific
kind of food or drink so intensely that your brain will not function until you get it?
Yea, totally happening today. Today the craving is for a Red Bull. I don’t
drink the stuff very often any longer but I used to have it on an Amazon scheduled delivery
to send me two cases of Red Bull every month. Insane for me to think about how much sugar
that is but I did for years — well a little over a year — crazy. So yes, I am going to
go over to the gas station that’s a couple of blocks away and grab that stuff. The video
— The vlog is uploading and when I get back I’ll do the captions, description, everything
else that needs to get done with that. Publish that out hopefully it’ll be up before 2 o’clock.
Which is kinda now my new target time to get these things all up. Been a good morning in
the fact that my VA, Chad, dude, you’re crushing it. I gave him a task which I thought was
gonna take at least an hour and he came back with a list of links and resources for me
to do the next level worth of stuff and phew… I get feeling like actions like that and having
help from him is going to be the difference in making this go to the next level. It’s
been really crazy to watch — hey look, school. That’s why you can hear kids in the background.
It’s been really interesting to watch the view counts in the last couple of days. I
don’t know if things like Captioned Web TV covering me, I don’t know if it’s just the
fact that I’m finally starting to hit my stride regarding content production or description
writing or keywords or anything else but man view counts have just — I mean, it’s like
a 100% up week over week growth which is obviously something that will stop happening once I
get to the Law of Large Numbers but right now I’ll take that. And I will continue to
take that and I will continue to take and I will continue to do the work to make this
something cool that a lot of people see and hopefully can be inspired by. Which size is the only question. Ah, screw
it we’ll go with the big one. One of the reasons why I stopped having the
cases of Red Bull delivered to my apartment is because I have a very highly addictive
personality. And this is something I’ve been on a lot of people about for a long time and
it’s both been incredibly useful when I use it for work but it’s also been very detrimental
in areas of my personal life where I get so obsessed with things that it hurts relationships.
It hurts my chances at success. With the Red Bull in particular, like, it became a dependency
after nearly a year. It took another 4 months for me to notice that it was. Where basically
I couldn’t even get up and read email or check the RSS feed without opening a Red Bull first.
Like that’s not good so those are the types of things that I try and really limit myself on. That
stated, having one every once in a while, not the end of the world. But having one,
at least a, let’s call it a 16 ounces’ worth of stuff every day it’s not cool if it’s not
water. Gonna make smart food choices in order to keep trim and looking good and maybe someday
find a girlfriend. It’s 4:15 already. I don’t know where the day has gone. I mean I’ve done things. I’ve crossed things off of my list. Empty the dishwasher, you know, closed caption
a couple of episodes, release an episode, do all the work regarding that stuff. Reviewed
some information from Chad, my virtual assistant. So it’s like I’ve crossed these things off
but, like, where has the day gone? I mean, I haven’t even stopped for lunch. It’s crazy
to me. So at this point, I am going to continue to –[bell dings] text message — I am going
to continue to closed caption another episode and then I am going to try and get out of
here. Because I’ve been in here all day minus the walk to the gas station and back and quite
frankly I want to do something fun for you guys so yeah let’s do that. Freaking out for the last 40 minutes because I’m trying to get together with somebody before I leave town. Just to hang out, get to know each other a little bit better and I’m freaking out. I can’t figure out what we should or
all this and that cuz I don’t like going and sitting in a restaurant and you know just
talking to somebody 100% of the time. I prefer to go and do something with them so that we
then have something to talk about. So, ugh, stressed out but I may just have to lay down
and commit to going to a restaurant right off the bat. Sunday night’s activities are all set. You
guys won’t be coming along. At this point, I’m trying to figure out what I want to do
tonight. There’s just so much stuff left that’s here that I need to finish that is not interesting.
Things like beginning to figure out what is going with me to Temecula, cleaning out cupboards
making sure that nothing perishable stays behind because it will be really bad after
me being gone for 5+ weeks. Just kinda that stuff. It’s not fun. But I got to get out
of the house. I know myself well enough to know that at this point if I don’t get out
of the house and do something I will make a mistake somewhere along the way. I just will. So, what that’s going to be I’m still not sure. I may just go jump in the car and drive
around for a little bit. Drove around for about 20 minutes and wanted to go get some food so I ended up here. Well I’ve had a very interesting evening in
the fact that I’ve done some research on an additional YouTube project. Let’s put it that
way. I have been talking with a couple of friends, one in particular who took up a lot
of time. It was a lot of fun to talk with her and now I’m just kinda hanging out on
the couch watching “The Taste” because I enjoy watching food shows. That’s a thing. And especially
watching food competitions. So yea, I’m doing that, I’m trying to wind down slowly but surely
because I have an Aston Villa match tomorrow at 8AM. It’s already 1 o’clock and I’ve got
an hour left on “The Taste”. I don’t know if I’ll be able to finish it or not. Thinking
I’ll be able to and then I’ll wake and immediately come out here for that. After that I’m gonna
end up going over to Top Golf for the Diaper Party. It’s going to be a busy, busy, busy,
busy, busy day tomorrow so you know I’ve got to be able to edit the vlog in that hour in-between,
upload it, get it all live. It’s gonna be tight. But all that said it’s been a lot of
fun hanging out with you guys today and I apologize for these continuously short vlogs
but like I said, once I get out to Temecula things really do change. I’m not making that
up. I’ve just had to handle a lot of these things all at once that just aren’t fun or
interesting for me to vlog. So bye for now!

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